Yesterday I thought I might fall over from lack of sleep as Maddie ate every 1-2 hours around the clock. Today, I feel like I had a little vacation overnight! Madeleine went three hours (3 hours!) between feedings, not once, but twice! Which means I got two hours of sleep TWICE! I'm a new woman, but I have a dirty little confession to make. I gave in to the pacifier last night. Madeleine would not be soothed by anything. She was fed, changed, cuddled, sung to, swaddled, shooshed, swung, sided, and clearly, the only S* we hadn't tried was suckled - so I gave in, gave her the pacifier, and felt like a bad mom for doing so. Fortunately, she used it for a few minutes, dropped it, and fell asleep.
Last night she lost her cord, too, so now we have a cute little belly button to look at. It's not really an innie or an outie yet...it's looking about half and half.
And have I mentioned the lungs on this child? Remember when they did the amnio to see if her lungs were fully developed? I can't imagine if they were more developed than they are. She has a scream that echoes in rooms that aren't really echo-prone. Anything can bring on a scream - a diaper change, a clothes change, being set down (what??? no one's holding me?)...a friend told me her baby doesn't really cry. Well, mine does - quite dramatically. I suppose I should have seen this coming.
And in sad news, today we'll probably be retiring some of Madeleine's newborn clothing. Those adorable Pumpkin Patch onesies her dad and I picked out when we found out she was a girl are starting to S-T-R-E-T-C-H across her expanding frame, and the cute GAP naturals onesies are just a little bit short and snug. Fortunately, Carter's has more generous sizing, so I don't have to put away all the newborn clothes at the same time, which is just a bit traumatic. I'll be back later with some pictures of Maddie in some of her soon-to-be retired clothing.
* The five S's are from Dr. Karp's The Happiest Baby on the Block and usually swaddling and shushing take care of Madeleine's cries.
oh don't feel bad! You do what you've got to do. Personally, the pacifier saved my sanity when Kiddo was a baby. :)
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